If I were given one more chance for one more time, I would like to:

1. visit Vietnam, the Ben-Thanh Market, Gia-long Street, Pho Cao-Van, Dalat
2. sit in the back seat of the VW bug, with my father driving home from somewhere. and I looked up at the moon and thought i was the chosen one because the moon was following me
3. see my friend in Bordeaux, walk to the Lake, drive through the wineries, feel the cutting wind at the shore
4. have a 50th-something birthday so I can see all my siblings with my mom conscious, happy and laughing
5. be 17, innocent, daredevil, and full of hope
6. work ( yes, yes, very pathetic, I know)
7. have and raise a family
8. have the health and energy to backpack through Europe
9. stroll under the plumeria tree and dream about the future with my dad
10. sit across from my dad at Saigon Restaurant and ask him if this it it